One evening, during a date with my ex-boyfriend, we decided to play a game that involved creating characters and crafting a story around them. As we began building our characters, he created one with a perfect life—no flaws, no struggles. But something felt off. It hit me that if a character already has everything they need, there’s no room for growth. What could they possibly learn when there’s no conflict, no obstacles? It made me realize that the same is true in real life: without challenges, without suffering, there’s little opportunity to learn or grow.
Realization About Growth
This insight stayed with me. I began to reflect on how suffering, though painful, is often our greatest teacher. As Romans 5:3-4 says, “Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.” This verse reminded me that even though suffering doesn’t feel like something to celebrate, it is often the very thing that produces the qualities we most need—perseverance and hope.
Without suffering, we remain static—unable to change, adapt, or refine our character. Growth requires challenges. We have to go through the fire to emerge stronger, more resilient, and more self-aware. Even though suffering doesn’t feel good, it is a necessary exercise in the process of learning and evolving.
Personal Experience – The Fear of Loss
This realization became all too real for me when my fear of losing my parents started to materialize. I always carried this fear with me, knowing that someday I would face the unimaginable. When my mom was diagnosed with cancer, that fear intensified. And when she passed away, it felt like a huge part of me died with her. The grief was overwhelming, and for four years, I found myself in a state of deep suffering, trying to navigate life without her presence. Kahlil Gibran’s words resonate deeply with me: “Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.” My experience of suffering seared me in ways I couldn’t have imagined, but it also began to forge a strength I didn’t know I had.
Learning Through Suffering
During those four years of grief, I experienced the weight of suffering like never before. It didn’t feel like a teacher at the time—only like a relentless pain that I couldn’t escape. But as time passed, I started to see how this suffering was shaping me. As James 1:2-3 reminds us, “Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.” This verse helped me reframe my suffering—not as a punishment, but as a test of my faith that was ultimately building my endurance.
Suffering refined my character in ways that nothing else could have. I learned more about myself than I ever would have without this deep pain. I came to understand the fragility of life, the importance of savoring moments with loved ones, and the strength I never knew I had. Suffering, although excruciating, forced me to confront truths I might have otherwise avoided. It taught me resilience, patience, and the depth of love that remains even after someone is gone. As Rumi wisely said, “The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” My suffering, though deeply painful, became a gateway to profound growth and understanding. In my brokenness, light began to enter, illuminating parts of myself I had never explored.
The Suffering of Jesus
Even Jesus suffered. Despite being God, he endured unimaginable suffering so that he could pave the way for humanity. His suffering was not just an act of redemption; it was a way for him to fully relate to the human experience. By suffering, Jesus became more than a distant God who couldn’t understand our pain. Instead, he became a God who experienced it firsthand and can empathize with our struggles. As Hebrews 4:15 says, “For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin.”
Knowing that even Jesus, the Son of God, suffered gave me a sense of peace in my darkest moments. His suffering wasn’t just about redemption; it was about him fully experiencing the depth of human pain. This made me feel less alone—if even Jesus could suffer, then my suffering wasn’t a sign of weakness or failure, but a shared experience of the human condition. His empathy for our struggles made me realize that God isn’t distant or unfeeling, but present with us in our darkest hours.
Growth Despite Pain
As hard as it was, I now realize that suffering is a necessary part of the human experience. Without it, there’s no refining, no learning, no growth. Just as we can’t create a compelling character with a perfect life, we can’t live a meaningful life without facing difficulties. It’s through those moments of hardship that we learn the most about ourselves and the world around us.
Before my mom passed, I had a tendency to rush through life, always planning the next thing. But after enduring the grief, I found myself more present, savoring each moment with loved ones. I also became more empathetic—when others around me suffered, I no longer shied away from their pain, but leaned into it, offering the kind of support I had needed.
As 1 Peter 5:10 says, “And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.” Suffering, while painful, ultimately restores us and makes us stronger. I emerged from my grief with a deeper sense of purpose and a more profound appreciation for life. The pain had been immense, but the growth it produced was lasting.
Final Thoughts
Suffering may not be the teacher we ask for, but it is often the one we need. It refines our character, forces us to grow, and teaches us lessons that stay with us forever. Even Jesus, though he didn’t need to suffer, did so to relate to us and show us the path. While suffering never feels good in the moment, the learning and growth that come from it are invaluable. I’ve come to see suffering as a necessary exercise in the process of becoming the person I’m meant to be. Without it, there would be no depth, no transformation.
So, I invite you to take a moment to reflect on your own experiences of suffering. What has it taught you? How has it shaped who you are today? And remember, even in your darkest moments, you are not alone—whether through the support of those around you, or through the presence of God, who walks with us in our pain.
Soul Insights
1. Suffering Refines Us
Just as gold is refined by fire, we are refined by the challenges and pain we face. Suffering strips away what is superficial, leaving behind only what is essential and true.
2. Jesus Walks With Us in Our Pain
Jesus’ suffering allows him to empathize with us in our darkest moments. He is not a distant God, but one who understands and walks with us through our pain, showing us that we are never alone.
3. Growth Comes Through Struggle
It is through hardship that we grow. Without obstacles, there is no need to adapt, change, or evolve. Growth and learning often require us to endure difficult times, which ultimately help us discover our strength.
4. Suffering Teaches Us Compassion
When we suffer, we learn to understand the pain of others. Our struggles make us more empathetic and capable of offering support to those who are hurting, turning our pain into a way to help others heal.
5. Pain is Temporary, But Growth is Lasting
While suffering may feel endless in the moment, it is temporary. The lessons and growth we gain from it, however, stay with us for the rest of our lives, shaping who we become.
© 2024 Amelie Chambord
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